I must be extremely fertile. I am pregnant. My cycles are only 26 days, so from when the ovulation stick turned positive on July 15th, until today it is only 11 days (DPO).
It took one month for us to get pregnant with Elliott, pregnancy #3 and this one. With Spencer it took 11 months, but for several of those months I was waiting to regain a regular cycle ofter having my IUD removed.
I don’t feel the same level of anxiety or nervousness that I felt last year. In fact, I feel serene and peaceful about the whole thing. I took several tests yesterday that were positive (I know you can’t be kinda pregnant). But, I needed the certainly of the digital test to ease my mind and be certain my eyes weren’t creating something that wasn’t there.
I wonder if my nervousness is tempered by the idea that I could miscarry. Perhaps it is an emotionally protective measure to prevent me from being too excited in the wake of loss? I like to think that I have matured and that I am not as neurotic as I once was (yes, I took 5 pregnancy tests in 24 hours). I also feel like we are more ready to welcome a 3rd child into our family.
I wrote this post on the day I discovered I was pregnant for the third time (approx. Aug 2011). I was so nervous about the positive test result that I made myself sick. I wanted to capture my feelings that day so that I could remember them. Here they are:
Today is day 28. For those who know about menstrual cycles and luteal phases and pregnancy tracking you will know what I mean.
I didn’t get my period today. I was bitchy and short according to my loving husband.
What I got instead is that gross taste in my mouth–the one that tastes like you have dry mouth combined with bad breath. About a week ago I also got heartburn, and it hasn’t let up. I haven’t had heartburn like this since I was pregnant. Ouch! I also woke up in the middle of the night last night, sat straight up in bed and walked to the kitchen for a drink of water and a snack. Odd.
So, this morning, when I still didn’t have any cramps or any period symptoms (discharge, purging of the digestive system, etc.), I took a pregnancy test.
And it was positive. Holy shit.