This pregnancy is by far my happiest one. The second trimester was actually enjoyable! I have loved my growing baby belly. I adore feeling my daughter move around inside my belly. In fact, I actually miss the feeling after my babes are born. And to know that this is my last time feeling it leaves me a bit heartbroken. A bittersweet ending.
However, I have now embarked on the 3rd…and things are getting typical. I am 30 weeks and 4 days and starting to feel it. Sciatica, RLS, bouts of insomnia, PELVIC PRESSURE!, back aches. All normal things for this stage of pregnancy, I know. But coming off a symptom free 2nd trimester makes all of these annoyances that much more annoying 🙂
The heartburn is being managed by meds. I am on a heavy anti-constipation regimen made up of stool softeners, mira-lax, natures calm, green smoothies, exercise, and the occasional cup of smooth move tea. The hemorrhoids are at bay for now. But that surely wont last!
*Terrible taste in my mouth
*Restless Leg Syndrome
*No PMS or sweet cravings around when my period was due
*Constipation (yes, already)
Yup, I am 4 weeks pregnant. 2 positive tests confirmed it.
Yippee!!! Due date is 11-29-09
As many of you know, we are wanting another child. **if this is already TMI–you are advised to stop reading now** I had my IUD removed in April of last year, and after some waiting and regulating –I regained my period. We have been without birth control from several months, and I havent conceived yet.
With Elliott, I got pregnant the first month we tried. Quite a shock, really. We only talked about having a baby for a week or two, and the next thing we knew the pee stick was positive. Talk about a shocker.
I thought that it would be easy to get pregnant again. But, it has taken more time than I thought. And, I have a hard time waiting for things, hate surprises, and want things to happen NOW. So, you can imagine that my frustration level is high. To make matters worse–my cycle is all out of whack. This month I ovulated early, and got my period after only 21 days. Darn you mother nature.
I have been exceptionally tired the last 2 or 3 nights. And along with being impatient and tired–I am also a worrier. Naturally I started wondering what could be wrong with me. Did something happen during my C-section and now I am unable to conceive. Of course, nothing is physically wrong with me, but I discovered something interesting.
You can break a woman’s menstrual cycle into 2 parts–the first part being different for all women. And, the second part beginning on the day of ovulation. It is in this second half we are all similar. From the time you ovulate until you start you period is 12-16 days*. This is according to the FAM
method book I am re-reading (since I apparently didn’t read it thoroughly enough the first time around).
This is an awesome discovery for me, as it allows me to identify exactly when I will get my period each month so long as I track the day I ovulate (which also explains why my cycle is so short this month). It will also tell me how many days each cycle will be. You may be wondering why I don’t already know this being a mature woman of 34 (advanced maternal age in OB speak)!!!! Well, since I have been on birth control my whole life; I never needed to track my cycle since it was chemically regulated.
Lets hope that this awesome discovery will help me get knocked up this month! Yeah for biology.
*as with all things in nature there are occasional exceptions
There has been so much on my mind lately that I cant keep up with the mind race.
The state of the economy is my primary worry. But, so many other things are swirling around in my brain.
I am trying to keep up with all of the blogs I read. And I am especially moved by 2pinklines recent posts. Please visit and send her a heartfelt cyber hug. Sometimes life dishes out bounty and love in divided and complicated ways.
I have been trying to get pregnant for several months. I keep trying to convince myself that when it happens–that I will realize that the time was perfect. And until then…the time just wasn’t right. But, every month that passes where I am not pregnant is small, temporary blow to my psyche. My personalty is such that–once I get something in my mind, there is not a way for me to let it go. I get fixated on the results, blinded often. Waiting for something like a positive pregnancy test month after month is not something that digests well with me. It doesn’t fit into my “I want it now” mindset. It does force me to be patient, to trust the universe, and to keep looking towards the future. Darn you- logical mind.
I spoke with a girlfriend yesterday who has a new baby and was reminded of how steep the learning curve was in the early months and continues to be. My girlfriend was worried that her baby wasn’t sleeping as much as she should (all her other friends infants sleep longer or through the night), she was worried about her milk supply (was she producing enough, is her baby eating enough), about all of the decisions and responsibilities you inherit with parenthood. All of the normal new parent worries couched with a lack of sleep and impaired decision making abilities as a result. The part that made me the most sad was that as Mom’s we should be supporting other Mom’s, we should be helping them, we should be closer and more accepting. I am saddened by how often new moms are uncertain of themselves (myself as the primary example). It feels like we lack a fundamental piece in the parenting equation–confidence. I don’t know if this is something that is inherent in people who grow up around babies and younger siblings or if you just need to grow into your roll as a parent. What I hang onto is advise that a good friend of mine gave me that went something like this–The great part about parenting is that if you are informed and your decisions are made with love—there are no wrong ones for you or your family. If only we could all digest and live this in the early months.
This weeks delivery includes the following vegetables and fruit! I cant wait until it arrives!!!
Avocado, red potatoes, medley of summer squash, beans or cucumbers or corn, radishes or turnips, chives or basil, Seabreeze salad with edible flowers, leeks, Valencia oranges, tat soi or purslane and bouquet of flowers.
Grapes, grapefruit, peaches, Fuji apples and fresh picked and frozen mulberries.
I finally did it! I signed up for CSA, and my first delivery comes next Thursday. Woot!
This morning on NPR I heard this…
With all of the horrible events that are happening worldwide–the cost of food both stateside and abroad-the number of people in need of basic supplies (food, clean water, medical aide)–the cost of oil and gasoline…it has got me thinking.
Why do we ship food from the US to regions in need? Why dont we buy the food closer to the area that needs it? We can save on the cost to ship it, we can help to stimulate local economies, and it will be food closer the diet of the region.
I realize that this often isnt possible with regions that are suffering from draught–where crops and food are simply scarce or similar events. But, in some areas it is possible. We just dont do it that I can tell.
So, it really has me wondering and thinking. If you have any insight or thoughts, please dont hestiate to share.
I want to start making my own household cleaners. I have been doing some sole searching (I want to be a full time Mom) and budget searching (in order to justify the loss in income, we would have to save money elsewhere) and have decided that household cleaners are just way to expensive. Many are also toxic to humans and animals, not to mention destructive to our environment.
So, I am going to test out my creative (and chemistry) skills. If anyone has any suggestions, advise or recipe’s–please let me know! From the research I have conducted thus far, it is a simple as this ingredient list. I will keep you posted.